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i have a place to go. i rented a nise small place. it's wonderful. im starting to get things moved out tomarrow. after the drem and a hair cut. i feel so happy. i got a place for me and polly, nicole and jessi. it make's my night. but it has a downer. that's tell kyle bye and i will be back. that's going to be hard. but i will be back. we will all be strong. thank you all for putting up with all my stuff and all my threads. i love you all. im so happy tonight.
have a good night all
miss little baby doll richard
ps, i needed a good night and dean gave it to me.
Thats really wonderful news Rich. You are on your way to a better life. I hope you and Polly finally find happiness.
Patty
Rich that's great news!! It's going to be hard on Kyle, just let him know that you love him. You can never tell your kids that too much. And remember it's not the quanity of time you get with him but the quality of that time. I hope you get a lot of visitation time with him. You both deserve that. Here's to better times!!! Hang in there!!!
Rich,
I'm so happy for you! We both only have one hard thing left to do. We are almost there. I can't believe it. I thought the day would never come. But it is. I love you.
Polly
It's so nice to "see" you happy... :)
hi patty, krista and pat. i thank you for caring. thank you my friends
polly, the day is just about here. were that much closer. you made me so happy. from last night on. im just so happy. no more getting depressed. i love you. good night my love.
have a good night all
rihard
Wonderful news!! This is a fantastic step for you, to have your own place will be so empowering. And yes your son and you have some adjustments and hopefully that will not be too difficult.
When is Polly moving in?
Enjoy.....Heidi
1 Attachment(s) Oh Rich, I'm so so happy that you are very happy now....
Since you've rented your own place, your happiness comes shining through to your words...
Now you can put your depression times behind you & have lots of happiness ahead to look forward to.......
All other problems will now fall into place....
Helen
This is wonderful news!
I'm happy to see things moving in the right direction! Good luck to both of you in your new lives!!!! :)
hi Heidi, dave and helen,
thank you for caring about me
hi helen, i don't under stand how any one on here can tell how happy i am or sad buy my words. but you can tell. i love you all. having a place to go is a step in the right dir. as joe told me. i heading to the top of the montain and nothing will stop me. well i hope not
thank you all for putting up with me
have a good night all
richard
Rich,,,I can tell what kind of mood you are in when I read your messages. Your mood is improving! I'm glad you have a place now. When will you be living there?
Rich,
Granny is right. I can tell just by what you write. You always have told me that you can tell about me by what I write. I can just here your happiness.
I love you so much!!!
Dave- aka-Julio- Thanks.
Heidi- hopefully next month. We're still trying to work things out.
Polly
hi granny and polly,
i can always feel other peoples words and how there doing but i can't mine. that's me.
well i have one more thing to move out. after that. i will never set foot in this house. my phone is hooked up monday. cable thursday. my day for leaving is monday moring. kyle knows. i plan on waking him up and saying i love you and i will be back my son. can you wish me the best at this
have a good night all
richard
Rich,,,,I know your heart is breaking to have to leave Kyle. I just hope you can stay close and see him as much as possible. Always take time to talk to him and do things with him. Make sure he feels welcome at your place. I hope you start feeling better about yourself, too. It will take time but I think things will get better for you.
hi granny,
thank you for always caring about me. im moving about 2 miles a way. i have a good talk's with him. he under stand some. i hope. thank you my friend
have a good night all
richard
Rich,
As hard as it is for you to leave, it will be better for Kyle to have parents who aren't fighting all the time. Kids know a lot more than we adults give them credit for sometimes. As long as he knows you and Robin both love him, and you make a special place for him in your new home, my bet is that he'll adjust fine. He's not losing his father, he's gaining two parents who will be more at peace, and can make happy homes to share with him. :) Good luck and much happiness in your new home.
hi kim,
your right. it was bested for all that this happened. thank you my friend
well. i moved out. im in the new place. she has the keys and openers to every thing. i have a bed leaning agains the wall to put toghter. but im here. when i was moving my cloths out. she had a candle in the door way of the closeit burnning to help get the new paint out of the bed room. well my last trip out. i knocked it over. blue wax in the light brown carpit. i just said im sorry and i will clean it up. witch you can't do. o well. well when i was laeving she finaly cried. she dose have a heart after all. 19 years is over for every. i told her to have a good life and buy. one part of my life is over. time to start another. i like my knew rheumy. she thinks i have some more things wrong and whats to talk to my derm about things. well time to start un packing. bed first. i love you all
have a wondeerful night all
richard
Rich,
First let me tell you that I'm sorry. I know that was really hard to do. I'm happy that you are in the new place. At least you will come home and not have all the stress any more. Trust me, I know how hard it is to make a change in your every day life. Better days are around the corner.
love you,
Polly
Be well on your journey, brother. Love your son like crazy. He will need it. Who knows if deep down inside he will feel that you abandoned him... Tell him how much you love him over and over and over again and show it... by being there for his school, his out of school activities, to be there to talk to... but, just being there is so important enough.
Life is full of stumbling blocks, speed bumps and walls... turn them into stepping-stones, opportunities of blessings and healings...
Best of luck and happiness.
Your friend,
Joe
Rich, I know its sad to close chapters in our lives that we have been in for a long time, but now you both can move on with your lives and be happy. Joe is right about your boy. Make sure you let him know that none of thid is his fault, because kids tend to blame themselves for their parents failed marrages. Tell him often that he is the best thing that ever happened to you and Robin, and that just because you and Robin cant get a long anymore, doesnt mean that you dont love him now more than ever. Good luck my friend.
Patty
thank you joe, patty and polly for caring about me,
i called kyle tonight after i had a deperssoin attack or some thing. im better know. i love him so much and are dog cole. i was getting off the phone with polly and was looking around and then it hit. i fealt so along. what a feeling to have. it gives me the feeling what people that have no one to turn to feel like. what a shame. my radio stays on all the time. it makes me feel not along when i can't get to no one. thank you all for being here. love you all
have a good night all
richard
awwwww rich, you bring tears to my eyes. but with me lately most anything can. just say the word cry and i do. i know this will pass...you need a big hug. ((((())))) hope you are better this morning.
xoxo,
juanita
have a good night all
miss little baby doll richard
ps, i needed a good night and dean gave it to me.
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Thats really wonderful news Rich. You are on your way to a better life. I hope you and Polly finally find happiness.
Patty
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Rich that's great news!! It's going to be hard on Kyle, just let him know that you love him. You can never tell your kids that too much. And remember it's not the quanity of time you get with him but the quality of that time. I hope you get a lot of visitation time with him. You both deserve that. Here's to better times!!! Hang in there!!!
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Rich,
I'm so happy for you! We both only have one hard thing left to do. We are almost there. I can't believe it. I thought the day would never come. But it is. I love you.
Polly
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It's so nice to "see" you happy... :)
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hi patty, krista and pat. i thank you for caring. thank you my friends
polly, the day is just about here. were that much closer. you made me so happy. from last night on. im just so happy. no more getting depressed. i love you. good night my love.
have a good night all
rihard
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Wonderful news!! This is a fantastic step for you, to have your own place will be so empowering. And yes your son and you have some adjustments and hopefully that will not be too difficult.
When is Polly moving in?
Enjoy.....Heidi
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1 Attachment(s) Oh Rich, I'm so so happy that you are very happy now....
Since you've rented your own place, your happiness comes shining through to your words...
Now you can put your depression times behind you & have lots of happiness ahead to look forward to.......
All other problems will now fall into place....
Helen
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This is wonderful news!
I'm happy to see things moving in the right direction! Good luck to both of you in your new lives!!!! :)
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hi Heidi, dave and helen,
thank you for caring about me
hi helen, i don't under stand how any one on here can tell how happy i am or sad buy my words. but you can tell. i love you all. having a place to go is a step in the right dir. as joe told me. i heading to the top of the montain and nothing will stop me. well i hope not
thank you all for putting up with me
have a good night all
richard
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Rich,,,I can tell what kind of mood you are in when I read your messages. Your mood is improving! I'm glad you have a place now. When will you be living there?
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Rich,
Granny is right. I can tell just by what you write. You always have told me that you can tell about me by what I write. I can just here your happiness.
I love you so much!!!
Dave- aka-Julio- Thanks.
Heidi- hopefully next month. We're still trying to work things out.
Polly
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hi granny and polly,
i can always feel other peoples words and how there doing but i can't mine. that's me.
well i have one more thing to move out. after that. i will never set foot in this house. my phone is hooked up monday. cable thursday. my day for leaving is monday moring. kyle knows. i plan on waking him up and saying i love you and i will be back my son. can you wish me the best at this
have a good night all
richard
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Rich,,,,I know your heart is breaking to have to leave Kyle. I just hope you can stay close and see him as much as possible. Always take time to talk to him and do things with him. Make sure he feels welcome at your place. I hope you start feeling better about yourself, too. It will take time but I think things will get better for you.
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hi granny,
thank you for always caring about me. im moving about 2 miles a way. i have a good talk's with him. he under stand some. i hope. thank you my friend
have a good night all
richard
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Rich,
As hard as it is for you to leave, it will be better for Kyle to have parents who aren't fighting all the time. Kids know a lot more than we adults give them credit for sometimes. As long as he knows you and Robin both love him, and you make a special place for him in your new home, my bet is that he'll adjust fine. He's not losing his father, he's gaining two parents who will be more at peace, and can make happy homes to share with him. :) Good luck and much happiness in your new home.
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hi kim,
your right. it was bested for all that this happened. thank you my friend
well. i moved out. im in the new place. she has the keys and openers to every thing. i have a bed leaning agains the wall to put toghter. but im here. when i was moving my cloths out. she had a candle in the door way of the closeit burnning to help get the new paint out of the bed room. well my last trip out. i knocked it over. blue wax in the light brown carpit. i just said im sorry and i will clean it up. witch you can't do. o well. well when i was laeving she finaly cried. she dose have a heart after all. 19 years is over for every. i told her to have a good life and buy. one part of my life is over. time to start another. i like my knew rheumy. she thinks i have some more things wrong and whats to talk to my derm about things. well time to start un packing. bed first. i love you all
have a wondeerful night all
richard
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Rich,
First let me tell you that I'm sorry. I know that was really hard to do. I'm happy that you are in the new place. At least you will come home and not have all the stress any more. Trust me, I know how hard it is to make a change in your every day life. Better days are around the corner.
love you,
Polly
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Be well on your journey, brother. Love your son like crazy. He will need it. Who knows if deep down inside he will feel that you abandoned him... Tell him how much you love him over and over and over again and show it... by being there for his school, his out of school activities, to be there to talk to... but, just being there is so important enough.
Life is full of stumbling blocks, speed bumps and walls... turn them into stepping-stones, opportunities of blessings and healings...
Best of luck and happiness.
Your friend,
Joe
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Rich, I know its sad to close chapters in our lives that we have been in for a long time, but now you both can move on with your lives and be happy. Joe is right about your boy. Make sure you let him know that none of thid is his fault, because kids tend to blame themselves for their parents failed marrages. Tell him often that he is the best thing that ever happened to you and Robin, and that just because you and Robin cant get a long anymore, doesnt mean that you dont love him now more than ever. Good luck my friend.
Patty
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thank you joe, patty and polly for caring about me,
i called kyle tonight after i had a deperssoin attack or some thing. im better know. i love him so much and are dog cole. i was getting off the phone with polly and was looking around and then it hit. i fealt so along. what a feeling to have. it gives me the feeling what people that have no one to turn to feel like. what a shame. my radio stays on all the time. it makes me feel not along when i can't get to no one. thank you all for being here. love you all
have a good night all
richard
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awwwww rich, you bring tears to my eyes. but with me lately most anything can. just say the word cry and i do. i know this will pass...you need a big hug. ((((())))) hope you are better this morning.
xoxo,
juanita
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